I am a 38 year old mother of 3 and a widow. I lost my husband of almost 11 years to a very difficult battle with cancer. I strive everyday to make a difference in the lives of those I love. We are not promised tomorrow. Each day is a gift. Through God’s grace I am walking and surviving this journey. If I could go back and make changes in our lives together I would. I know we can’t go backwards, but I can change the way I deal with today. Show those you love in words and actions. I had a happy marriage, not perfect, but I would have done so much more had I known that our time together would have been so short. I still love him and miss him everyday. I see him in our children and strive to raise them to be like him.